“Remove yourself from the situation, change it, or accept it totally. If you want to take responsibility for your life, you must choose one of these three options, and you must choose now. Then accept the consequences. No excuses. No negativity. No psychic pollution. Keep your inner space clear.”—Eckhart Tolle (via mindofataurus)
I feel really, really damn anxious and awful tonight. Self confidence is no where, im so damn insecure and I just can’t shake the feeling of loneliness and doubt. I know I have people around but it doesn’t feel like they’re there, or that the only reason they are is they feel like they have to be.. I feel really terrible about myself and everything and all i feel like i can do is tell myself “at least you’re used to this.”
“I no longer have the energy for meaningless friendships, forced interactions or unnecessary conversations. If we don’t vibrate on the same frequency there’s just no reason for us to waste our time. I’d rather have no one and wait for substance than to not feel someone and fake the funk.”—(via audrotas)
Its okay, and kelsey youll get back into that drawing groove it just takes a little time, i know how you feel. :( also its good i hope you the best with your endeavors what course are you gonna take? and how are you settling in to your new place?
I’m getting there slowly I think, just trying to put my passion into other things in the mean time. thankyou :) I’m doing floristry, i’ve been planning on it forever and now i’m actually in a spot to do something about it. I haven’t really settled in yet, I move all my stuff down this week but I still have to be here friday-monday for work until I find a job in the city. What have you been up to lately?
Haha, yeah that’s how it works :) From the rare few times we’ve hung out I can’t find a single negative or flaw about you, I usually get really anxious when hanging out with someone new but you made it really easy. You’re such a talented and passionate person and you can see that just by the way you talk about the things you enjoy. Plus you have excellent taste in like everything (from what i’ve seen). It’d be cool to see more of you :)
if i was your boyfriend i would do so much cute stuff. i’d bring you soup when you were feeling sick, i’d rub your tummy when you got cramps, i’d wake you up in the middle of the night dressed as an eagle shouting abstract poetry at my own dick